and isn't it ironic

Most people wouldn't even think twice about the happiness that floods their life with opportunities in abundance. But for me, new to this feeling of belonging, a cure for nostalgia is undecidely a great challenge in thought. Thought provoking me to delve into the intricacies on why life offers such cyclic anomalies. Learning from the past to structure a better road for the future is a simple experience I shouldn't even question once. But time and time again, I am frustrated by the thoughts stimulating these seemingly 'tipping point' decisions. It is, indeed, a battle of familiarity and concious effort against the varying dimensions of space.

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